subtle reality

suddenly and unexpectedly,
you give me a deep pang

and its not your presence but your absence
that gives me an intense hang

is it addiction or madness,
or this emptiness and sadness....
no motion, only pause
no end, only wait
am i nothing but a mere picture
with eyes wide open giving a vacant stare?

is that stare a WAIT?
a wait to console myself,
a wait to confuse myself,
or something to corrode myself...

suddenly and unexpectedly
i wonder
WHY DO YOU GIVE ME A DEEP PANG............................


oct 22, 2012