despite all...

despite all that happens
despite all complications
despite all barriers
i still think about you

u made me a writer,
a poet, a scribbler
i thank you for all of these
i now feel so complete

i cannot say i love you
i cannot let you go
neither can i forget you
nor do i wish so

i have loved you silently
this feeling stays hidden inside me
u have loved me the same way
somewhere i know u need me

meant to be away
meant to be unknown
but all i wish is cherish this feeling forever

i could never stop thinking about you
           never stop writing for you
despite all the barriers.....

one choice i made, with so many regrets....

spaces once filled with joy are now vacant and empty;

i wish to take a leap ahead, BACKOFF is what i hear.

i was the one who made an attempt,

an attempt to be stranded far away in the sea of feelings;

and now the sounds inside my head scares me,

i am all alone and moving ahead in this journey.

spaces once filled with joy are now vacant and empty;

i wish to take a leap ahead, i have left no choices, Oh dear!!!

getting over heartaches...

had we had no emotions...no feelings....lyf wud hav been much simpler .....dat's wot i think wen i get shattered wid da harsh words of my luvd ones.....but once things get okay....perception changes...dat's obvious..:)

a strange pain strikes our heart wen things go rough wid da ones we care or love or respect or all uv 'em....many uv us myt cry....tears act as one uv da best medicines...aint no doubt about it....but da next one is definitely music....music sparkles our lives..it helps us overcome da emotional disturbances..on da contrary we've also heard uv da instances uv people either committing or attempting to commit suicide after listening to music...

i believe its all about how a particular person takes things....dat is how that person reacts....we have no control over spontaneous actions dat we demonstrate, but yes, we can make an attempt to gradually leave behind the negativity in ourselves...BiT By BiT...

i had read somewhere that before doing anything when we are angry, if we for once try to think about it and analyse the situation.....it refrains us from doing anything wrong or harsh.....i tried it n trust me it works....though da urge to break things or b violent tries its level best to have control over you if u r amongst the violent ones wen angry...

and after tears n music .....one thing that awaz has the right click on me wenever m upset is writin down everything that is on my head...it helps me loosen up.....feel better n much more relaxed.....n guess wot...dat iz wot m doin right now..;)